I have a question or two for you Arielle. They are at least somewhat related:
First: Is youtube doing something to censor you, or messing with the algorithm? Some years back, at least 5, you showed up in my suggestions for reasons that I never did understand. Fine. Just like any other channel, some of your product was of interest, some was not. I watched some, liked most of the ones I watched, and skipped others. I doubt that there is any real difference between my responses to your product and anyone else's.
Now, I have to look for your channel - I have not seen your vids show up for a while, and I think it is roughly since your politics shifted. I may be reading too much into this, but ...
Second: do you sometimes post vids and then remove them? I can recall at least 2, one a year or more ago, one within the last couple weeks, that just disappeared. They both had similar themes, your body/attractiveness for lack of a better description. In the alternative, does youtube respond to some whiny crybaby and delete them? I see other vids sometimes that seem to be about the same basic topic, posted by adult actors and others, and they don't seem to disappear. Do you know?