I am wondering how your mothers have raised you. What I hear is that you have a problem with how I say you're useless. All you're saying is it's someone else's problem. Because you keep complaining about that but it's not like you have cared about what I ever had to say. You say that I have a mental illness just because you don't know how to listen and you still think that your problem is you just don't like how I said you were useless, I stand behind my statement that's your problem, I thought you were incapable of forgiving me for pointing out your problem to you and so far you have been proving me right, that's all you know to say is that I just am mentally impaired like that's really my problem, that is your excuse for everything. Like you think that you are normal, it's not normal to say someone is mentally impaired because they are pointing something out to you, and why do you even think that, things are never that bad that you should ever resort to that to solve your problems, like you would even know what a twisted and abnormal even was, I know that you must have known what bad means, and if you did your reaction of when someone calls you useless shouldn't have been that that's just because that person is retarded, I'm letting you know that I'm not the one with the problems, it's all of you, but I'm not holding that against you, what you know is crap and I'm just sorry about that, you're just as if not crazy as I am, who are you trying to kid right now, you really think that I have to call you a nutcase for you to get the message, you think that if you call me mentally impaired that it's going to just change what I think about you, I do know why, because every crazy insane psycho thinks they are right when they know they are beaten and someone else points it out to them so yeah I forgive you.

You just got contradicted by a mentally impaired person, how does it feel? And honestly I should, because you think this is going to be the end of me here, that's exactly what they said too when all of the sudden before anyone ever knew it the great depression happened and people didn't even think that they were the ones responsible for it, but look, it doesn't change what I said. How about instead of asking me if I need help, you actually do something about not getting yours. I don't feel bad about what I said, there's no way that you can make me feel bad, all you know is crap and I'm just trying to show you things really can be different if you would just listen to someone else. You don't have to agree with me I'm just letting you know that if you think I'm as crazy as you then what you really must know really must be crap to you. That's not what I'm doing here, this is me just doing something about my problem because unlike you I don't blame others, your problems are my problem because like what you have done saying it's just hopeless because I'm mentally ill, I'm just fixing the problem, I don't care about what you have thought about me and it never has effected me, because do you see what I'm doing now I'm doing something about fixing a problem, and I hope that you would know if you don't that this is your problem too, you can just keep complaining about how I'm just what the problem is but I'm going to be here, whether you stick around for it or not, to be here when you finally admit what that your problem is to you. I just want you to know that.