Oh, really? Very interesting and intriguing perspective. Do you mind expanding? I would love to hear more about it. Can you give me specific examples?

Like, what's the difference that makes them hurtful to your aesthetic? Too childish? Colorful? Feel free to be as honest as possible, I understand it's not personal. The pace is too fast? By "then and now" you mean between episodes, or between "scenes?" Every one of my videos is very different because it's meant to introduce people into a hell of a lot, so yeah, I see your point. On the other hand, I kinda like it because I think that may help to attract different personalities with the diversity of moods. Next is on religion and politics, then come one on physics and morality, then it's all about emotions--It is a crazy ride ha ha I love that because that's the way I am, but hearing how others perceive it would be awesome. If you can put into words how it is that your concentration gets broken, that would be very helpful too heh heh And thanks! Really appreciate your input!

I appreciate it. And I do understand, you would be right... except it's not about that. I will finish the damn thing, at least these 10 planned episodes no matter what I guess; although it will take me longer than expected.... So it really isn't. At least for me, I do care deeply about the consequences we are potentially facing globally. And not because I'm morally superior or something, I'm selfish just like everybody else as I enjoy the feeling of working towards making the future better for us all. Besides, I want to share all that's going on with people who aren't aware, and I can't really expect much from Spanish-speaking audiences. Non-elites can't give, and the elites are too much of an asshole to consider it. It really shouldn't matter though, I just wish I could silence that little voice telling me how stupid I am for wasting my time on shit that won't feed me while I'm hungry editing and stuff. But that's totally a personal perception. Thank you very much for your validation though. I really appreciate it and I hope I do get that message into my thick thick skull someday heh heh I realize you are right, but I just feel differently about it, and that's a different thing. I can't voluntarily determine how I feel about things... but hopefully with time I will learn.

@A1fredo I just wish I could silence that little voice telling me how stupid I am for wasting my time on shit that won't feed me while I'm hungry editing and stuff

What's your goal? Like, not just the video series ... where do the steps you're taking now ultimately lead? That is what will determine whether your effort is stupid or not.

For instance, look at me. I waste time writing articles and comments that no one reads and are more likely to get me doxxed than accomplish my mission. My online endeavors have a moderate chance of resulting in catastrophic consequences for my life, but only a slim chance of achieving success. So why do I do it? Why not just play it safe, avoid trouble, be an obedient #cuck, and go with the flow?

Answer: Because I'm infected with a lethal combination of integrity and not-being-a-bitch. I do what I can to influence public opinion. It's a calculated risk. The likelihood of success is small, but I have to try, because I won't live under a Venezuela-style socialist regime, I won't run away, and I won't kill myself ... that doesn't leave me with many options if that should come to pass, but I'm sure as shit not going to live on my knees.

@ZuzecaSape Great Zapata quote. And it is pretty much the same. I have no choice. When you really know something, truly grasp it, you can't just forget it and pretend it's not there. So I want to avoid that as well. I rather be killed off than to be part of the problem. You see, I got this resentment and disgust towards society being such an outcast and all. So that's fire within my soul, the kind that can fuel your efforts as long as it's there. However, I get nothing out of channeling towards them. They are (hate to say this) pretty much innocent given their naivete (or stupidity, I prefer "willing neglect." ) Which would make them evil in my book, but only as long as somebody has confronted them with the facts before. And I can't go around doing that. Plus, revenge is not what I want. I just want to be an actor in the world. Somebody whose actions mattered, just enough like a single person's actions should. As opposed to being a chicken caged in some human-farm being exploited having its huevos taken away from it (yeah, in my analogies, chickens have huevos. Fuck roosters. Cocks are better anyway lol) So... I want to finish my ten episodes, and perhaps I could maintain myself fighting in the front line alongside other creative peoples by taking even more creative approaches. There is just so much more that can be done. If I didn't have to worry about food and rent, I could just dedicate myself 24/7 to try and prevent all of this. If I'm not getting my nice normal life as a person with integrity, at least a fun life as a cultural soldier would definitely do. I have worked all of my life on myself morally and if I can't find nice people to put them in practice with, at least I could use it to try to help out others while distracting myself from the isolation. I guess that would do. Then I fucking remember I haven't eaten and that I have to give it all up to go lick somebody's asshole (metaphorically) in order to get not enough money to buy food. Hell, if I lived in a city with actual turism, I may be able to sustain myself by licking some nice actual assholes instead. Wouldn't that be nice ha ha xD